do i give my heart away knowing full well i will be hurt... do i love and show kindness letting people in again?
do i become the king or stay the ranger? rangers are alone in the wild... hardened by trials... kings are about their people and weep alot.
do i trust knowing my trust will be broken... love and pain or protect myself... what does it matter anyway? they are here today gone tomorrow... i thought there was friendship... instead of more acquaintances... someday maybe... at least we are kind of close.
I want to be with the lord... i desire to leave everyone behind and grow with him... but then i would kind of be missing the point... so i stay with the group and move through the wilderness slowly instead of running ahead... i love them... but sometimes thats hard.
and i weep...
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